Tuesday, July 19, 2011

Be Yourself & Be Free

I Want To Spend The Rest Of My Life Everywhere, With Everyone, One On One, Always, Forever, Now
- Damien Hirst




"FREE"


Freedom has always been a huge issue to me. Always. I was born this way. I played by myself for hours. Had lots of friends but always needed my quiet space & time. I don't remember - my mom reminds me - that at 15, when dating my very first boyfriend, i came over to her with a question (& terror in my eyes) if i was now supposed to see my boyfriend (whom i adored) every day?!

Relationship is a tough thing. Obviously I can't do them quite well. Through the years i have been accused in having "fear of commitment", being "selfish", "cold", "irresponsible", "promiscuous" the list goes on...I really have nothing to say in my defense except all i want is to feel free and unowned, to be me, which, if not held accountable for everything under the sun, is a fairy descent person, a good mother, a supportive friend, a passionate lover, a neat housekeeper and as it turned out a pretty skillful cook. So, don't put pressure on me and just enjoy my company & i ll make sure to return the favor:)

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